Day 12: is it ever too late?

Obviously when the time is up, it’s too late, and that point will come sooner or later, but to entertain or use ‘too late’ as a justification for inaction is unacceptable, some inmates while waiting execution in death row, have known to sign up for college degree programs and completed, why you may ask, what’s the point, he/she is going to die anyways, so why bother, that’s the point, being alive here/now, living here gives all the reason to act, and it’s really never too late.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use ‘its too late’ as an excuse for inaction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe its ‘too late’ for me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have missed the boat so ‘its too late’.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize, being alive, living here/now, gives me all the reasons to act, create, and take responsibility for.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use past mistakes as further justification for inaction, as if I had missed the boat, missed the chance, so its ‘too late’ now.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not see/realize life is here, this moment, now, I can create anew, do, act, participate, and in that enjoy, where is the ‘too lateness’ in action, I see/realize this ‘too lateness’ is only an excuse, like laziness to inact, it’s not valid. When it’s actually too late, it will arrive like a chief in the night, I may not even know it’s too late.

So here, 2019 just kicking starting, back to first day of work today, there is nothing late about it, back to routine, taking care of the body, physical, living space, relationships, work, promoting political activities, promoting desteni bring the message to many, giving myself more self-care, paying attention to money, so carelessness is real but not ‘too lateness’. If anything I have been careless, and continue to be so by using ‘too late’ as a cover, the real issue is I am careless about many things. Self-care, lead to caring to every aspect of my life, in that any little time used is valid, no room for ‘too lateness’.

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