Day 29: The pre-programmed life

At the very end of this interview where Anu says this about pre-programming, “we would make sure, that you connect to the people, to the family, to the life that we set up for you, that would compliment your worse aspects, to make sure you live in absolute self-separation….“.

Wow, that explains, not that I never heard of pre-programming before, still a good reminder to hear that all past family conflicts to some degree were pre-programmed, they were meant to bring out my worse aspects. Not blaming pre-programming here, but that’s how it was back then, also can’t blame the people from the past.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize past family situations were by and large pre-programmed to bring out my worse aspects, and so my connections to people, to the family, life situations were all pre-designed/pre-programmed to bring out worse aspects of me, leading to absolute self-separation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize within any such pre-programmed situations, I am still responsible to live in a what’s best for all, considering the equality and oneness we all share regardless of pre-programming.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take past pre-programmed life situations personally, not seen/realizing the entire humanity was subject to this, not just me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel like a victim when I look back at my past ‘pre-programmed’ life situations, not seen/realizing the pre-programming was not personal, it was designed for a purpose. But now I am my own creator, can’t blame the pre-programming anymore or use it as an excuse.

When and as I see myself going to blame the people from the past, or the past situations, I stop, I breathe, to see/realize that most of it were designed/pre-programmed that way, to bring out our worse aspects, nothing was personal, but in this I realize going forward, I am my own creator, I am responsible for what I create, in fact for everything now I am responsible, cant’ blame or use pre-programming as an excuse. I commit myself to realize responsibility is never taken away from me, unless I abdicate it.

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